DH was recently diagnosed with cancer. We are so lucky to have his sister's connections to get us into Mayo (financial). He keeps saying he is fine. He is not fine. And I am not fine. I came home alone tonight for the first time in 38 years!
So then my BFF called, with no clue what I am going through, and her ex-DH died at home in bed and had no other family so they called her as still his emergency contact. I went there and we dealt with the moment and so much more to come for her.
Then I get back home and my other BF called and her oldest dog passed. She is 2 hours away, so all I could do was talk with her.
And then it was late (almost 8 my time) and I go to the mailbox and find a jury duty for my mother- who passed away 15 years ago. Really? WTF??
I have literally been sitting here for an hour trying to breathe. I'm on my second Orange Crush, so sugar rush is going to keep me more awake than my crazy brain cycles. Deep breathing is just not going to help tonight??!!
Some days are just not good.
Please send me some good vibes, this is tough ... for me and my friends.
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