In Reply to: Was kind of scared to say who I was lest you all think I was crazy, but (sm) posted by OP (Granny) on November 07, 2010 at 08:10:30:
I can't even begin to offer advice, only condolences.
I hope that your heartache will ease and that you'll be able to have good thoughts and memories that your tears will be healing, that thoughts of your sister (or whatever happens to make you think of her) will be happy and joyful.
From what you say, there is lack of resolution and acceptance regarding her passing, and once you reach a safer place in your heart, you might just receive that visit, be it from her, or about her, or a reminder of something you shared in this lifetime together.
I pray that it will be so.