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Today I went to school. It was the second day of school and I already knew everyone so it wasn't anything new. I'm a senior so I know all the teachers and everyone except the incoming freshman. Anyway it was alright, I already have homework, I don't see the reason why. But I have to go do it now... pcz 2   Last night I went to our football game! Wislon Trojans aginst Jefferson Democrats.. It was the game that decided if the the we the Trojans had tottal control over the PIL. It was an intense game, like 4 injuries. One of those was Kacy Fairfaxx (who is very very hot)he was hit in the stomach and did a full 360 flip, and lannded hard on his back. He was down for quite awhile, and in respect for him, the whole crowd of like 250 people got down on a "knee" Finaly he got up and limped off the feild.
We finllay won 28-22! And are 6-0 the number 1 team in the league! It was an awesome night! Except for Kacy..!
3   I just dont understand guys! When YOU want THEM they dont want you and when YOU dont want them THEY want you. Can someone please explain that to me? This guy I use to be like in love with and he had totally no interest in me. He said he just wanted to me friends. Well, just as he is starting to like me and he tells me something about himself that I just cant believe. I cant tell you what it is but its awful enough to make me never EVER wanna get near him again!

So, now he won't leave me alone. He keeps e-mailing me IMing me Calling me because "He misses me". Good Lord! Some guys just dont get the hint ever. C'ya! 4   I think you are dumb. I'm dumb too. 5   MEH! My life is SO boring! 6   Well today I woke up, I fell down the stairs. I got o the bus. I got to high school. I went to 1st hour. Got lots of homework. Went to 2d hour s. studdies, Got in trouble for talking..Went to 3rd hour drama, got a gay part in the play...Wet to 4th hour gym. My clothes were missing from my gym locker!...Went to geoetry.took a hard test..ent to Science..Mr. Bentley is a jerk!!!
What a great day!!!
7   What a horrible day..week..and now for the rest of my life. My parents and my brother died in a plane crash today. Now i'm left alone. 8   I had a some what not so bad
day first I went swimming and ran a mile. Then, I made the mistake of coming to school.
Well, any way school... and now I am here typing this because obviously I am very bored.... 11   Kay today was a fuckin awesome day. I got to open all of my christmas presents that we have at my house and I had to pack and shit and I chilled with some buds and I smoked some bud and I got a tid bit tipsy but thats alright. ya man i am still drunk and I have to leave to go to saskatchewan in like 2 hours yayness right there. I have to go make food now bye bye 12   life sux.. i went and cut my arms today.. i havnt done that in a while but it feels so good. I was thinking about smoking crack with my mom but then i realized that thats the reason i hate her.. I found out my brother slept with my boyfriend.. 13  

Hmmm well my bro can have him cuss ewwwww! Gross! See ive realized its pointless to cut my wrists cus everyone does lol.Instead im gona go give all my brothers stuff to the homeless (revenge and a good deed all in one )hehe...Well my moms in rehab and is staring on Oprah but who watches oprah anyways! 14   I found my best friend lying on her living room floor this morning in a pool of blood. She just got over a bad break with a 5-year long relationship. She called me just last night and saidshe needed to talk to someone but I blew her off and told her things would get better and I'd see her tomorrow. Little did I know I wouldn't. 15   She is okay now. Recovering in the hospital. Doctor said if I wouldn't have found her when I did she probably wouldn't be alive today. This is all my fault though, isn't it? What should I say to her when I visit her tomorrow? 16   Ok, I dom't know where to start. The day wus going good till I got to my third period class. (History) We had a stupid sub teacher. I'm doing the work when all of a sudden I hear my fried Jessika yelling at a gurl. The first thing I think is what the hell is going on.
It turns out that the gurl she was yelling at was Carolina. Carolina said something to Jessika that she didn't like. I just stood there in shock then told my friend to just stop yelling and to not waste her breath on her.
Out of no were another girl named Jenny started to yell at me to let them fight. Me having a big mouth told her to shut the fuck up. Lets just say I got in a fight with Jenny. My friend Jessika and the gurl Carolina and Jenny can't come to school till our parents come in. What a day!! Im 15 Just 2 let yas know! 17   hey just thought i'd let ya'll know that cinco ranch high school got a bomb threat today and we missed 2 1/2 hours of school! 18  

Yo this day is so crazy we had a half a day. Cool. I went out with my three best friends. We went to Wendy's everything was going good so far. Why the hell do I see my lets just say "sex buddy" with his guy friend and 2 other gurls at Wendy's. Then out of no where the gurls go to the bathroom. He comes and sits next to me and starts to kiss me!! I didn't like it. But I pushed him away! He get all mad at me and crap. He looks at me all hard. The gurls come out of the bath room and say im ready to go. He looks at me and says "I LOVE U" but the gurl didn't hear him. I wish she did to see what would have happend. Wut a day!! arent u happy u have ur life. 19   hi ya Guys and Girls, where do i start, i guess i should give you lot a ickle introduction to who i am.

Well my name is Lucy, im 19 female living in London. and happen to come across this site by typing in 'bored' in a search engine, anyway i guess im a normal teen really..can be honest and say i never slashed my wrists or hate who i am, in fact i enjoy being me, but thought i share my secret.

at the age of sixteen, i was told i was a pof sufferer,
pof means premuture ovianium failure which cut along story short means i can't have children.

At that time it don't really sink in, it seem a bonus really i couldn't get banged up! but i never thought about what it really meant not to be able to have children.


feck i took it to granted that one day i do the normal thing and get married and have children, but thats a void now i can't, i have no choice in the matter. i won't be able to pass on my charteristics, my genes to my children.

When i die thats it, no-one else will carry on my blood, i know this is quite deep, but i find it scary to think of the future...

but thats life, so what, theres enough babies thats unwanted in this world, just look at china, i been given a short straw out of life but life is what you make it and this has made me a determine peep...anyway enough of my drivel...speak later x 20   correcting the statement or mabe not correcting, chaging
"life is is like a toylet roll, it just seems to get coverd in shit and its all ur fault" 21   i wanna live forever and thorw children ur influances live though them and they pass it on and on and on just like we have for our gran parants it does change because of eatier parteners influences etc. 22   Today was a great yet aggonizing day!ok bye bye 23   Today I danced. It might have been the meth. But it felt good. 24   today sucked. my boyfriend broke up with me. he was cheating on me with his best friend. 25   today i did lyk nothing. i sat at my cumputer looking at these pics...im so bored thats y im writting in this box thing. The most intresting thing that happend 2 me wuz wen my bro hit his head on the table. that wuz funny...4 me ha started glaring at wen i called him a dumbass...wut a dumbass...yea so i have lyk nothing to do now. im talking to my friend on msn and shez tellin gme that this guy lyks me but i dont lyk him. o yea...and i hate tony, this guuy in my class wit a pig nose and he smells lyk shit. I actually lyk this guy named Jesse but i dont wanna tell him cuz i dont wanna get rejected:( i could go out wit that guy that lyks me but i dont relli want to, hez lyk a friend to me. n.e. wayz today iz relli boring and im gonna fone my friend to ask her if she wants to go to the mall so i dont have to sit here gaining weight 26  

MY DAY

yo what the hell i cant stand the fact that every doby in my school is so phony. My friend " Candy" took my guy friend side. More than taking mine!! What kind of shit is that!! I know I was right but she still talked to him and left me alone at lunch time!! If we are best friends then y the hell did she sit with him and not to me. And lets not forget i hate were i live. The middel of the GETTO. NEWAK! I want to get out of this town. NO, it is not a small town, Newark is big as hell n shit. Oh and to top it all off it is raining that means that i cant to out at all i have to stay in the house. Oh another thing some hoe in school stole my chain! Don't u just love APRIL!! 27  

SHIT MAN I HATE MY SCHOOL ITS A WHOLD BUNCH OF BULLSHIT..I WISH I COULD JUST KILL THE PRINCIPAL NOT LITERALLY 28   Wrote a new poem today..not my favourite though. I hate when people tell me my stuff sucks! Shame on them, it's my thoughts, my life, my ME!

I only went to school for two hours today. It was a waste of my time 29   I got kicked out of one of my classes for being 'disruptive', but who cares, because there's 20 days left of senior yr. And my boyfriend was out of town, so I had an overall boaring/crappy day 30   It's the holidays and I was totally looking forward to long days of doing nothing and listening to Good Charlotte and looking at pictures of the hot Joel Madden (GC lead singer).

I got bored and decided to go on the web and found out that Joel Madden is engaged...to Mandy Moore!! How crazy is that?? She's only nineteen! I'm really depressed now. 31   I don't know what to do and I'm bored with being English (London's weather sucks) and having loads of homework in the holidays and now my favourite singer is engaged to a bimbo. Life sucks. 32  

Man its a tuesday and im sitting in school how much does that suck, i have like the worst case of senioritis in the world in fact right now im skipping Social Studies because its a really gay class and i dont feel like going, i mean come on we only have like a month of school not even that less then a month hey im all ready graduated in my book all i got to wait for is the day plus we're really not even doing anything in school anyway. Its like 80 outside and im in here, and how bout this shit i had this crush on this guy ever since like 7th grade he moved anway and i got over him but like not for a long time and then he came back 10th-11th grade year and then it happened all over again but we talked that time but never talked about going out. Well i got involed with this guy i love (really I do) i go to walmart one night and there is the other guy i dont know what to do so i run but then he caught up with me and was like im sure u werent going to talk to me! So we talked for a little bit he gave me a hug and took my number never thinking that he was going to call or that i ever was going to see him again. A few days later me and my bestfriend and our boyfriends went to go watch moives and her cell phone rings when were going into the house, she looks at me and then her face fell,Its for you. I take the phone and say its cold we sit in the car, hello? jess? yea its me jake..oh hey whats going on? hey listen when are we going to hangout cause i really want and it has to be really soon. oh i dont know. its crazy so a few weeks went by happy times with my boyfriend you know all that good stuff well then jake calls im at home he was like im two minutes from ur house im going to stop ok,umm fine i dont care,so he stops we talk forever i mean and i told him i was like i wanted you for so long and then i finally have u and im involed. well that was the end of the conversation until he came around again and his time he came with kisses and a whole lot to say i didnt know what to do i love my boyfriend to death but there jake now and i hate to lose either one. im confused. 33   I don't know why I am here or why the hell I'd want to be here, but here is where I am. I am depressed, and I am jeolous of my friend. I have suicidal thoughts, but it would be a waste to be pained, so I sit in my room and wonder how I can accept this half life I have made. Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to sit here with my problems, dumping all over you. Actually I kinda already did so I'll start over. Anyone who meets me by myself assumes me to ba about 16. How wrong they are, but that is nothing compared to the injustice of my untold story. I will share a poem because it relates to how I felt today. If you like it, or don't...or if this interests you all at you can contact me at 2perky@cheerful.com .. I must truely be bored and feel a bit alone to do this , but hey... Itf the world didn't suck we'd all fall off!

REMEMBER

I am the neoghbors imaginary friend To you I do not exist You do not see me, think of me, remember me
I am the wispering in your ear that puts you asleep after much tossing and turning
I am the squeeze of your shoulder that lets you know you did the right thing.
I am the pat on your back that tells you that your work wasn't for nothing
You do not need me, yet I linger here I do not need you, but I want to
What you do not know, it frusterates me The things you do, it's astounding

I want to hug you and wipe your tears
I want to tell you it will be good soon
I want to lie, but I cannot

I want to feed you sugar and sunshine
I want to show you things you can't, won't see
I want you to be happy, but it is not my choice

A wind blows me away
Yet no gust sweeps the land
And I know you will not miss me
Because I was never here 34   I had such an awful day! It couldnt of gotten any worse. First I forgot my lunch than 35   wow 2day was kewl but friday was MUCH better i met this really adorable guy named shawn n we might hook up i am so excited this is so great but yea happy easter bu~bye 36  

Today was my friends sweet 16. It was coll and all but what i didn't like was the plan fact that my mom started to say look how cute she looks so now she want me to go and do a sweet 16. i don't want to do it beacuse i don't think that i an pretty to do shit like that. I don't consider to be cute or even "sexy" Man what hell is "Sexy" who the hell said to be sexy you had to show off your ass and tits? i just want to be me!!! But i can't y because then my mom and dad would just hate me not they they don't that they do! You know how parents are they have to say i love u land no i don"t hate u!! lies! lies! and more lies!!!!! 37   Yall's lives sound so miserable and sad..mine is fun and carefree and sometimes boring and sad but hey thats life. Today I layed out in the sun and hopped in the pool for a few..It was soo cold but it was fun!! 38   i was in homeroom and i had just found out that my best friend is a bi. but she already knew i was too. i couldnt believe it.
now she is tryin to get wit me.
this i sooooooooooooo crazy 39   My friend called the guy I like and accidentally left the phone on while we were talking about me liking him! AGHHHHHHH! 40  

I want Jesse Sooooo bad!!!!!! 41   Hey People, my name is Tina. God, why doesnt gary do this to me, i want him he wants me but why hasnt he ask me out yet?? I dont know...okay bye til later! 42  

So what the hell!! I can't stand it any more!! It was an ok day and stuff but it ended up being such a messed up day. The guy i had sex with is messing around with some other bitch named lora. I can't stand her at all. They say that she is bisexual not that i care i am too. Just that she tells me but then, hen some one ask her she says no. JUST SAY YES!!! Well now i can't stand her for shit. I went up to the guy i was messing with and asked him. He said no way but i know him too well. Then he try to kiss me!! Hell no i can't start messing with him for the second time. HE IS SUCH A SLUT!! 43   i got dumped !!!! 44   I'm changing schools today!! Yeah thats right i'm leaving all those bitches from the school and going back to MY world! Hell ya! My day is great! 45  

I AM SO FUCKING BORED AND MY HEAD HURTS SO YEA YOU NEED TO DO SOMETHING AND ENTERTAIN ME BEFORE I GO TO YOUR HOUSE, SLIT YOUR THROAT, SHOOT YOU, AND SMOTHER YOUR BLOOD ALL OVER YOUR BED :D 46   Today was probably one of the worst days my parents found out my most biggest seceret of my life. My mom was pretty pissed byt my dad was totally understanding. Im also fightnig wit one of my best friends. 47   Why is it that people you do not know, or talk to, are incredibly tolerant of you...but your "best friends" are total bitches?

I mean, what the fuck is the point?! Talk about being over dramatic. Stupid little things they do can really irritate me. 48  

haha this website is sooo funny. you'd think nobody had ever had problems before, the way you all go on. 49   well shit i hate life soooo fucking much things work out for the worst all the time i figure that this site is jst a pity site but what the fuck today was a shitty day just like everyother day i always hate life but what is there to do about it i miss my best friend i newed her here with me 50   my whlle world like has just shattered what do u do when u loose everyone that u have lesrned and grown to love how do u stop ur heart from aching when u are so lonley what can u do i dont get a mmusment from cutting myself but i would like to die im just too chickenshit to pull it off i want to go run as far as i can and h ide my abused body. my heart cant take this 51   today i got up tired, as always, and watched tv for a couple hours. then i layed out, trying to get the tan of a model. then i exercised, denise austin is obviously on crack or something, its not humanly possible for someone to actually finish one of her workouts. then after watching tv a lil more, i got on here, bored to death and tired as always. i read some stuff on here about depression........ found out that well...... im obviously depressed. doesnt suprise me a bit.... if theres anything out there that u can catch that could kill u, im likely to get it. then me and my sis read some funny stuff on this site, which made me feel a lil better. now im somehow ended up writing on here. i read somewhere that life is a challenge..... for me thats pathetically wrong... life is a freaking hole! PO and L8a yall! 52  

what to do when sleep doesnt help, ur parents think ur going crazy, ur brain cant make any decisions, ur parents claim any pains u have are "just growing pains," books about life were sent from hell, nobody will listen to u or pay any attention to u, and, if this is possible, u have been "cyber-raped" and u cant tell anyone?!?!?! 53  

Ok could someone tell me if its weird that i'm the only black girl on my volleyball team? i mean i love rap & BET but i always feel like i dont fit in & i dont know what to dosince i can't quit & im so emberassed about it!! but should I be????? please answer!!! 54   Ok so this didnt happen today or any time early i guess i should say...i was 12(and VERY mature for my age) when this happened(im 13 now)...i met this guy...cute,charming,sweet,and hansome...short blonde hair blue eyes, my heighth,and...in the air force..yea h was 21..22..we hung out(i never went to his house alone i always went with matt)well days went by and well i thought of him as such a good friend ya know and so one day my parents got into a fight and so i went to his house after dropping matt off and telling matt that was where i was going but if sum one asked not to tell....well i told ronnie the problem...and then while we were watching the funny car races...he asked me if i wanted to go to the creek and i said sure cuz it was HOT outside...well after swimming...something happened between us(i got as far as knowing that he's LITTLE LOL)(but DIDN'T have sex with him) and well i had a friend call his house because he wouldn't talk to me and had NOTHING to do with me(in which he stays with his parents..LOL)LOOOOOOONG after this had happened..and she told him EVERYTHING that I felt....he got mad and told the cops he got a "harrassing" phone call...and the cop was like do u know who it was..rnnie said yea it was them(my friends and i) the cop asked him if he had any proof ronnie said no..and the cop didnt do anything about it...well he confronted my mom(who had no clue of me ever being around Ronnie)that i was telling people that i did stuff with him...but it "wasn't" true in his story...so i finally got so pissed at him for trying to make me look like the stupid one in the case...that i told a cop the truth...i missed 3 day of school for questioning...and now were going to a whole buncha court stuff....there's more to tell and it gets funnier but im bored of typing so....l8er 55   Ok, so i was watching tv today and my mom was talking to me about my boyfriend, we have been dating about a month, anyways she hands me a magizine with an article about teen girls haveing sex (im 17) and she says before you see your bf again we have to talk about this, she thinks Im having sex, and im not I know better then that and me and him havent even gotten close to it, i wish she would trust me 56   joel isnt engaged to mandy moore its just a rumor i know i checked 57  

i just got a new bf! 58   OMG today was THE WORSTD AY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! If you think ur day was bad, just listen. I found out i was pregnant...not with my bf's baby......but thios 44 year old i cheated on him with! Am I a whore? It was a mistake, I was wasted Im sorry. 59   school is gettin better for me, i moved to NY from FL a few months ago and school just started and i'm missing home but today i got asked to sit at the table where are all the popular girls sit plus soo many guys like me! so i love it now! 60   omg today my boyfriend tied me up to my bed and striped me completely naked, and he started tickling me.......i LOVE IT because u are trapt in the tourture with no way to get out and it really turns me on, neway first he was tickling me feet which i love with a toothbrush! it tickled soo damn much, but then he started tickling me everywhere with it, my whole body, then he got this huge feather! and started stoking it along my body everywhere, he noticed i was getting turned on and i started gettin horny, so he took his finger and started tickling my clit while he was tickling my body with the feather in his other hand, it felt soo good i was laughing soo much, but it felt sooo good on my clit it was almost unbearable, i knew it was about to explode everywhere, it was such an incredible sensation thoughout my whole body, then i couldn't handle it ne longer and i screamed and exploded i had an amazing orgasm that lasted soo long, so if u have a b/f u HAFTA TRY THAT its soo incredible its been a great day! i love you Joe! 61   My day well there is this boy at school who i really like and he is so hot me and him have been really close friends for like ever and we have just broken up fro a years ans a few months relationship am i feel really bad and i think he still likes me well i hope he does cuz i wanna go out with him again 62  

I can't believe it!! I went to Crofton nebraska with my friend Emily and i come home with a b/f! I haven't seen him in a while because he lives about three hours away. But hopefully i can go to homecoming in Crofton! Everyday i keep thinking of him, every second, every minute, well you get the point! I wish i could just talk to him again, i can't call because of long distance. But i'll get by I guess, i'll just have to see him very soon! 63   hey i have bein having the worst week of mii life....first of all i have bein very sick and than mii boifriend broke up wit e for sum other gerl and now i have nobodii i m just a lonley 14 year old gerl.... it is sadd when a boy tells u all this stuff but than u find out later on they were just all lies but i men wutever is wutever i aint even worried about it... but i guess thats all i have to say..im out WuN 64   I woke up this morining think todya was going to be great!! boy was i wrong. i did dishes cleaned my room all just for my mom even tho i hate her but i did it anyways and she gets home i go upstairs to say Hi she says why is this there and what are u doing and u got to do this and that no thnaks no nothing!!! Mu brother skipped school the other day and all she siad was oh well and OMG why does she do that why when i do sumthing wrong i did the hole world wrong and i should be dead 4 it but whne My brother does sumthing She thinks its Good Like omg god why does she always do that??? My fmaily is Fucked well im done lata love yeah~! 65   Some guy at my school touched my @#$. 66   Today was a total waste of make up! In Pe (witch i suck at!) i learned that my shoes r ugly my perfume stinks and then in science i learned that the boy that sits near me pinches hard La was just really bring and math was too then in ss i learned that i am fat and thats pretty much it!:( 67   Well, I'm in school right now, very bored. I'm listening to a lecture right now about botany. So, I have this boyfriend, and he's the sweetest guy ever. We hope to get married in the future. We met while he was on vacation, and stuff. He lives in England, and I'm in Texas (no, I'm not a cowgirl) Anyways, that's about it that has happened today, so far. I love my boyfriend (hi Mattew, you're loved by the way ;)) 68   so today i hugged mi fiend rite so then he slaps my ass.then i hugg my other friend and then when we hug he holds my ass.then my ex siad he wned a hug and then he said can i beat your ass?then after school this boy siad hi your cute.sounded like he was gay tho.so now i no that 7 boys like me at the same time and in every class a boy is axin me out.and i dont like any of them and i just think of them as friends.but i dont want to make them sad.what tha hell should i do?!?!my ass is starting to hurt!!! 69   bored bored bored at the mo.
stressed out wid parents and boys!! grr!! i dont kno who i fancy. cant wait 2 c blazin squad in april on a lighter note, yay!! 70   god wot is it wid ppl bein rude on this diary page? theyre all talking about rude stuff their bfs did to them, and about how they found their best friend dead and went to cut their wrists while their mum went to rehab!! bloody hell wot kind of lives do u ppl lead!!! lol *americans*, no wonder im normal, im english :op 71   god wot is it wid ppl bein rude on this diary page? theyre all talking about rude stuff their bfs did to them, and about how they found their best friend dead and went to cut their wrists while their mum went to rehab!! bloody hell wot kind of lives do u ppl lead!!! lol *americans*, no wonder im normal, im english :op 72   Hiya well my day hasnt went very well infact my last few weeks have came crashing my ex boyfriend asked me back out while my mum said i wasnt to go back with him.Then another boy i used to go with asked me to snogg him and i agreed then he upset me i'm feeling awful and confused please help me 73   Dear Agenda,
Today i had a wondeful day.
I of course went to school since it is a Friday! Woo-hoo!
I absoloutely love Fridays!They are the best part of the week!....Well...anywyas (today) wich is DECEMBER 12, 2003, (FRIDAY) 10:07 PM I am wrtiting toy ou about my day, I woke up, got dressed wnet to school went to Kim's house. got my nails done hanged out. Got my eyebrows waxed....: :: !OUCH! :: And that's as much detail as possible as I can go. 74   well the day began in a sucky morning then it was lunch time my mom left in the morning and never told us where she was going then two hours later she came back i ask her if i can go to my friends house but no!!so thats how the day became a bitch!!! 75   hello. im really bored. thats why i decided to write in this. and i dont care who sees. hmm what is there to write? today i woke up, ate breakfast, and slugged around the house for a couple of hours. then i was forced to clean up . i went over my friend diana's house. i was there for the rest of the day and basically just sat there watching stupid tapes all day. It was ok i guess. tomorrow is sunday i think stacey might be able to do something... what shall we do? idk if kasey can tho because i think she has plans with pete. not sure... diana said she cant . jill is away. sooo i guess it will prob just be m and stacy. i hate when its only two people. its soo boring. and theres nothing to do.. sometimes my friends are so boring... it depends.. their either so boring or so fun to be around.. idk.. all i know is tomorrow better be fun. talk later 76   i ate a pancake 77   Today was not to good of a day for me! I wanted to go the basketball games and my mom didn't want me to go so I told her that us cheerleaders had to cheer at it! She ended up finding out!! NOT GOOD So now i am sittin at home bored out of my mind!!! That is why i am at the site!! 78   i had the worstday today
79   I had a really sucky day! Ok so it is vfalenytines day tomorrow, and i don't have a guy! Yeah that really sucks! Plus all day you see other people gettin shit like candy and crap! That pisses me off alot! Plus MY BEST FRIEND TOOK THE GUY I LIKED! She just started flirting with him and he fogot all about me! Yeah some best friend! My life sucks!! Offically! 80   I need some help. I'm stuck between two guys and can't decide which one i like more. They are both really sweet, and i can't choose! Ones a ninth grader and the others a eighth grader! And i'm in eighth. But ........ahhhhhh i don't know what to do. Oh yeah and to top it off its Friday the 13th. Just great huh! Oh and one more thing that is wrong with tomorrow, its valentines day and i got no guy! Doesn't that just make me feel so great! NOT. It doesn't matter ne wayz. LIFE SUCKS 81   ahhh i feel liek such a loser! i feel ike i have bno friednas and im just feeling really depressed. i dont know why i feel like this cuz i know i have friedns but still.i feel so stupid 2! i got a wrost report card then my friend and she alwasy ask me what the answers are on everything! i dont now hat to do??? i hardly ever do anything afterschool with my friends so maybe i really dont have any. i so much of a loser i come on a web site and whatever bye 82   So yesterday was the craziest day of my life. Everything was going fine all the way up until fouth period. Well fouth period started out fine and we wrote in our journals and began goin over a test that i got a d on! oh well! Well n e ways then our principal got on the pa system and screams all teachers and students we r in a lockdown immeadetly lock your doors and go through the system. Well we really didn't think anything of it because our school likes to just do random tests to make sure that we are ready for an emergency. Well we kept goin through our test and we got done with that and we worked on our poems then about 40 minutes past which is longer than any drill has ever taken. Then Ms. Keller my teacher had a call on her cell phone! It was her husband and he was all frantic askin her what was going on at fort clarke middle he had heard of police officers with m 16's and search helicopters. So she told us that and immeadetly we all freaked out then i was a brave soul and went and looked out the window and i saw the whole alachua county sheriff's fleet with m-16's and creeping up on the backof the school so i went and sat down with my girlfriend and held her hand because she was freaking out. Well the time just kept goin on and on before i knew it we had been in lock down for 2 hours. Then ms kidwell (my principal) got back on the p.a. system and told everyone that we were free to go to the bathroom and as long as we stayed in the building we were fine. Well another half hour passed and finally they said that the area had been secured and that we could begin to exit the building by bus but only through the front office doors. So after another 10 minutes i got on the bus and i heard the real story a seventh grader was walking around the back of our school and saw a man in about his 30's with a rifle walking around our school and the elementary school down a hill from us. So he ran and told the deputy at our school and then we went into the whole ordeal. Well as if that wasnt enough on our way home on the bus two cars stopped in the middle of the road and a guy came out of 1 and and a girl out of the other and they started fighting right in front of our bus as you can see it was chaos!!!!!!! 83   Well today totally sucked ass! My used to be best friend, Katie had a party and sure everything was going great..bunch of ppl just smokin n drinkin..(I drank the most!) well u kno I was starting to buzz and we were sittin in the garage so it was COLD! and every time we turned on the heather it turned out the electricity which sucked ass! but I was sittin on the couch(by myself) and they were all sittin at the card table playin cards listenin to music talkin u know whatever well ya kno they never ever acknowledged I was there I was just kinda like... hello? am I invisible? so of course I was drunk and couldnt even walk straight so I had to call my mommy(I kno Imma baby!) to come get me cuz I sure as hell wasnt bout to drive my car and wreck it! but it sucked really bad and now my moms all like askin questions(she knos im drunk) 84   Ok so i got locked out of my house It was frezzing! God! And today at school myy life wasn't any better. You see i have a friend that i've had for a long time, since bout 4th grade. And yes he is a guy. SO i started to grow more attracted to him as we grew older. And now i'm stuck with a best friend that i can't even look in the eye anymore because i start to panic when i'm around him. Plus my friend had a party and sure enough he was there. He stared at me the whole time and then i finally got the courage to go and talk to him...... then the most incredibly suckiest thing happened. Another bitch got up saw me walking twords him and went over to him and walked away with him! She was all over him that night. IT got me sooo pist, and i still am pist! Then today at school, i did the most embarrising thing, i saw him with that mrs. thing today went up to him and gave him the longest 2 min kiss i ever had in my life. It worked she went away, but i embaressed myself infront of everybody.
I need total help!! 85   my friend came over today and the first she did was eat all my cokie s she was like a eating machine i go want some she goes yes alot

then when she left and now im on the computer and im bored so i went to google.com and im here 86   my life is so confusing! or maybe i make it confusing? well anyways i liked this guy kris right? well my friend jennifer was going out with austin and i liked him befor she got with him then i stopped. well when i stopped likeing austin i started to like kris. but like a week after liking kris jennifer and austin broke up. and i was so confused then austin asked me out and kris told me he liked jennifer so i waws like fuck it ill go with austin. well that lasted to seconds well 2 days at least. and a week after me an austin broke up kris and jennifer break up! and now jennifer and austin are going back out again and kris says he likes me! so its all good 4 me right? wrong!! see i like austin more then anything and i pretend to be cool with him and jennifer since she is my friend. well ill go out with kris anyway he is way more cuter then austin anyway!! 87   LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!! 88   ok so this weekend was so weird im usually like a total city girl and this weekend i went to this weird out in the boonies town and they took me mud riding!! ahhhh! 89   wow Very bored today...nothing to d. I'm in school right now in a class that is...well piontless and I have no clue what to do....Me and my boyfriend was in a car accdent last week we found out that his truck is totalled and he is really sad...I've been trying to find some way to cheer him up but found none so far...Oh yeah I'm in 11th grade and I'm 17...yeah well thats all I guess. Buh bye for now 90   jcjffgyvhgughfujgfjkhgrjufsdgiurfghrfhguifgyh drutruitiuryiyr

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BECKY LIKES PATRICK BERGHOFFER
99   HEY BECKY NOW EVERY BODY KNOWS NOW WHO YOU LIKE
FROM SCOTT
100   Today was March 19, 2004 an one of the best days of my life!!!!! I am in 6th grade and have had a crush on this 7th grader since like 4th grade!! Yeah, I know, its sad!!! Not anymore!!! I was walking down town with a few of my best friends (It was also my b-day today so we were shopping!!!) and we saw him and a few of his friends @ some game shop anways, so we went in acting like we didn't have a clue he was there. So I had my back faced to him and "accidently ramed into him. I swerved around really fast and he KISSED ME!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEk!!! (I look really good I might add!) Then he asked me out to see a movie tonight!!!! We are going to see Starsky and Hutch! Well everybody who reads this please im me @ mamamia4839@aol.com byes muah

love,
caroline! 101   fafafaf 102   today. . .hmmmm, not much 2 tell, spent lunch playin truth or dare in my form room, watched a real interestin vid bout beliefz in R.E. and now im sittin at my skool computer, 10minz 2 da end of skool and im goin out 2nite (dnt no wer). usually i wud hv sumthang way mo interestin 2 share wit yall but 2day bin kinda lame so far. but stil alwayz look on da brite side, rite? l8r. 103   Today my aunt brought her 9-month-old baby girl to my house for my mom and me to babysit. Her mother spoils her by never letting her just cry. She runs to her every time she starts crying. So after her mother left, she cried nonstop for around 2 hours. Nothing we did would make her stop. 104   i love barbie and my name is ken! <3 105   how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?

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how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!?how do u do?!?!? 106   it's a sunday so it's been kinda borin ya no? but my wkend was pretty good! i went to hannahs & we hung out & watched cabin fever & then the next day we went 2 soccerfest which was kinda borin bc we're cheerleaders, but she got2 c scott & i got 2 c david, so it was all good! 107   3-31-04& 4-1-04 I went to work today 6pm to 10pm tomorrow. I went to clean my friend's apatmeant got $20.00
cook supper for my family and went on-line takling to friend. went to bed.
108   3-31-04& 4-1-04 I went to work today 6pm to 10pm tomorrow. I went and clean my friend's apatmeant got $20.00 for it........
cook supper for my family and went on-line talking to friend. went to bed.
109   3-31-04& 4-1-04 I went to work today 6pm to 10pm tomorrow. I went and clean my friend's apatmeant got $20.00 for it........
cook supper for my family and went on-line talking to friend. went to bed.
110   March 31,2004 Hi: my name is monica i'm 29 and i went to work today at 6pm to 10pm tomorrow i went to clean my friend's apatment got payed for it I went home to cook supper for my family and went chat on-line talking to friends and went to bed. 111   So today i had a good day! it was fun and all but OMG i totally like this one guy but no one knows who it is becasue i won't tell them! I have never mentioned hime to them but he is sooo sweet! I just love to hang around him! I shouldn't because well he sorta broke up with me last year.. is it ok if i still like him??? I don't know e-mail me if u have suggestions... katiebug1201@aol.com in the subject just write help and i will read it thanks!

OMG do u know what i don't get? why do people do drugs and get high and go and have sex? what is the point it is just baffling!!!! I mean really after the like umm... 1,000 that we have had a speech at our school u would think that people would have gotten the drift but apparently not... i have to go... not that u care! E-MIAL ME ! i like to hear from peopl! 112   i had a bad day when my b/f broke up with me and left with out aying why and at lunch he was holding a girls hand and i hated it and from then on out my day was BAD 113   does anyone evry just wonder who they are? there are so many people you can be and you can only be one...its frusteratind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 114   well my 1st day of school was BORING i m in the 8th grade and i m 14 i hate high school they gave me homework the 1st day it was as boring as ever!
i have lots of friends and quess wat 2 marrow i get 2 go 2 the united states! i cant wait (i live in london) i m a new student here but i like my school hey u kno wat i have every 1 in my schools screen name and thats a lot of people u have 2 edmit! i love this school well not as good as my old 1 but i can live. i IM my friends ivery nite and well other people who r not my friends i had a good 1st day and i cant wait 4 the united states or as u guys wood say out there U.S.A. o yea and wen some of u swere in u'r journals u really shoodnt some kids that like r in 4th grade mite read this k bye

I HAD A GREAT DAY!!! 115   aight so 2day i wz at skool, las day of KS3 exams. dang i wish i wz in da US! i live in Ireland bt i know dat 2 find myself i need 2 go dr! u no, i gt a question, y everybody gotta b so fake?! i mean, my friendz prank me jus 2 c me trip. i finally talkin 2 lil fiz! my dream guy!lol. he on rite now bt aint postin nufin. i love him so much now dat we friendz! itz a dream cum true! i relate 2 da "only black gurl on my volley team" c gurl i love hip hop and RNB bt im white and no1 undastandz me in skool or at home! sumtimes i wish i wz black! bt 1 day ima show al da haterz cz ima b a supastar! im so determined 2 make it in dis world and i wil! i no in my heart dat itz wat i wan and wat i need! neway, im gonna go c if fiz doin nethang! holla. much love yall. xo. 116   hey today i was bored lol and i found dis site

ill tell u a bit bout me

i am 13 and come from england! i am single my last b/f lastest 2months i love life and am happy wit NEARLY everyting if u wanna chat feel 3 to email me and we can chat on msn lol

byeeeeeee 4 now x 117   hey everyone today i am..bored! haha well bye! 118   I had a good day up until a few minutes ago (9:50) when my cousin's husband (She's 17...a day younger than me)called and said she fell and is throwing up and has cramps. I am worried sick because she is pregnant and I pray that she did not lose the baby because it sounds to me like she did because if she wasn't preggy and fell she would not be having cramps and puking so I pray to got she didn't lose the baby! KNOCK ON WOOD! KEEP JENNI IN YOUR PRAYERS! 119   today was just like every other day except today i almost knocked my momma out cuz she was messing with me. 120   I have the best boyfriend in the world today at a party he proved he really did love me.. i blacked out and everything was spinning and i was shaking and couldnt stop when i looked up at him he was crying and told me he didnt want anything to happen to me... and he is no ordinary boyfriend we can takl about anything together 121   omg today was ok, yesterday i saw white chicks and then on fri i saw ftepfords wives and dodgeball with HOTTIE mason! lol, all my friends were jelous, ok today at church i met this HOT guy named drew WOW hes HOT! lol but it sucks cuz hes just visiting and leaving FRIDAY! UGH! but oh well..... neways im so glad its summer! POOL! SLEEP OVERS! lol! fun times ITS TTTKA! TOTALLY TIME TO KICK ASS! LOL
122   Blah blah blah Im bored. Lets see....anything happen to me today? Hmm..I sat on my ass...then sat on it some more...talked on the phone...got cheese thrown at my head....got chased around the yard by a wacko dog...Sat on my ass,AGAIN. Then what else did I do...Hmmm Oh I know...watched TV. Did laundry...hmmm sat on my ass and talked on the phone again...ate a waffle at 4:30 pm! Ummmm had a soda...took a nap, got woken up by another phone call. Talked on the phone. Hmmm WOW IM SO EXCITING! AHHHH! I amaze myself...and here I thought I was bored...wow back to earth! lol.nanananana I am bored! so dang bored. na na na. ooook gotta run! Im gonna go be so exciting again! 123   Today I wondered about whether or not I'm ever going to have a boyfriend ever again. God knows I loved my last boyfriend to death, but his nutcase parents really killed our relationship. And now all I'm left wondering is why a girl like myself can't get a boyfriend! I'm young, pretty, smart, funny...but no guys like me! I want a boyfriend! 124   Yawn, Im bored. Some weird dude I dont even know got my phone number and keeps calling me...very creepy. hmmm...Im bored.I was trying to sleep but SOME VERY RUDE people keep calling me and waking me up! ahhhh! one of my wacko friends keeps panicking about the west nile virus, what a fruit loop. I found a qaurter in the couch but my mom made me give it back to her, who says it was hers!? Hmmm...bored. Yawn... I keep getting stupid IMs from extremely weird people...mostly fruit loopy guys...how annoying. Hmmmmm Yawn life is boring. bah hum bug. yawn again. Gonna go do nothing some more. oh joy. 125   Well hell that was exciting for about umm....4 minutes. wow a new record! he he he. I just got hit with a shoe becuz I sappousedly "made a mess in the living room" yawn, mess mess mess. Oh well, dont wanna do anything useful. Nothing is on Tv. Except south park, seen it...dumb re-runs. Im gonna go see if someone is at home...then do nothing. 126   Today i realised how important life is to me. How beautiful it is. I also realised how i escape my problems..... through music. 127   I wish i was a bird so i could just fly away. 128   I had the MOST BORING 4th of July ever! all I did was surf the net all night while everyone else was out, all my stupid friends went outta town...damn them all. And so I had nothing to do. Anyway... I hurt my knee running to get the kitchen phone, I tripped over the dumb dog! That really sucked.Then I watched Uncle buck on TBS. Seen it too many times, getting really tired of that movie. Then I got pissed at the computer becuase I was in the middle of a conversation online with Joe and I got kicked off cuz the lame thing froze...I think we have spyware, time to make a few minor adjustments with a hammer! Lalalalalalalala I am bored. I have nothing else to say. SO Im gonna go yell at innocent people! 129   MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE KICKS ASS.... ok thats all I have to say! buh bye! 130   KRITICKILL KICKS ASS!
ok I guess I wasnt done, now I am. Bye! 131   Hmmm im really fucking borred so this is wat i am doing, sitting on my ass at my computer.. today my boyfriend confronted me and told me that i am out of control alcoholic, and of course, i dont believe him and i told him to shut up. then i went and had a drink lol captian morgans spiced rum... ooohh yaa.. then i went and i suntanned for like 2 hours because its like 30 outside and now i am sitting on my ass.. well thats what has happend to me today 132  

Today wuz so fucking boring! I sat on my ass all day and surfed the web. I tried calling my boyfriend a few times only I think he's avoiding me! The dumbass talks to me for one day and then ignores me the rest of the week. I talked to a few people and they were all having a boring day too. Maybe tomorrow will be a less boring day? 133   Yeah I'm 14 and alwayz bored... Me and my friendz can never come up with anything to do. if anyone has any ideas for something to do aim me at JB026977 or yahoo im me at cinnimini02 or msn im me at Bekky90@msn.com !!! 134   Man today was so fucking boring. The guy I like went to Cleveland to vist his homies and left me here up fucking Campbells Creek. My friend Roxanne's been getting on my nerves lately because shes been acting like a fucking whore and she wont stop flirting with the guy i like. And all my other 4 friends up this damn hollow are either on vacation or are out somewhere getting high or something. Nothings going right for me right now and I jsut need someone to talk to and shit. Anyone else bored and need to talk? If so I'm always here 135   i was soo bored today, thats how i came across this site! :) my cousins came over in the morning (what a drag)that was boring enough but i actually had to stay in the house till about 2pm because my friends adam and callum went out somewhere. it was cool when they came back though because callum hid down a man hole thingy and scared some passers by! but then adam and callum went out to play cricket or rounders or something like that and now i won't get to go out again until tomorrow i'm sooooo bored!! 136   i was soo bored today, thats how i came across this site! :) my cousins came over in the morning (what a drag)that was boring enough but i actually had to stay in the house till about 2pm because my friends adam and callum went out somewhere. it was cool when they came back though because callum hid down a man hole thingy and scared some passers by! but then adam and callum went out to play cricket or rounders or something like that and now i won't get to go out again until tomorrow i'm sooooo bored!! 137   This week? ...Hmm..Volleyball practice, my birthday, more volleyball practice, shopping, and sleeping. What could be better?..Don't answer that, it may be too long. Anyways, I had orientation tonight. Lots of people I haven't seen in quite awhile. School is in one week. Joy joy. Can't wait? 138   today i called ma boyfriend n his mom told me he was pickin up this gurl Candy so basically hes been cheatin on me n we were together for a year. ne wayz i kicked him to da curb n he can stay there for all i care! So guys im free !!!!! 139   ok im really fuckin bored right now! ma ex wont leave me alone! he keeps calling n harrassing me to take him back! grrrr! its not gonna happen....but i could really use some fun so guys email me sweetnsingle@myway.com!!!
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140   I have been sick for 3 1/2 months at first we just though it was my thoart to come find out it was my nose the middle piece in my nose is messed up so I can only breath at of one part of my nose so I have alot of problems and I just found out taht I have to go and get surgery in 6 days... 141   Hey okay at my school it seems like every body has a boyfriend or girlfrined so all the cute boyz are takeing and the popular onez too
but i dont have a b/f right now 142   Hey!Well its still pretty early for too much to happen but ummmmm yesterday was so fun! I'm in quizbowl and we had a competition so we're (the team) are in the cafeteria eating before the match yea and it was so fun!!!!!! We were just laughing so hard lol ooo yea and I was trying to be real nice to my mom so she would let me go to my friends sleepover this weekend lol ok l8er i will write more again. :) 143  

Life just sucks all together. Having a cop for a grandparent is horrible, and Valentines day was rotten. Then again it always has been. Ah, well. Hopefully my crush and his gf will break up soon. ^^ 144   Okay today waz alright. I got a grade report and since I ditched the "bad" crowd I've been getting A's and B's. Mom gave me $110 just because and I got 2 skip gym and sleep in the sick bay cuz I'm a good liar and said I'm to sick to do tae bo. I'm staying out of trouble for now except I got a suspended a few months ago for drinking in school(big mistake) and I got a referral for doing inapropriate google searches this week. Well byez-byez. 145   i really had a shit day today
because some boy where i live took some boys bus pass and i had to lend him my bus pass so i was fucked to travel any where i hate the starf where i live especially some gay person steve apart5 from that im on top of the world 146   omfg today at school not even 10 minutes i walk in and get sent strat to the principals office. he tells me that im dressed for the beach and have to change. now body was home and i didn't have enthing to ware what the hell was i supposed to do then i tell him im nkot changing because i look cute and am confy and he susends me for three days isnt that must up. so on top of it all i misse i my 2 class and then i get yelled at for skipping okay i was in the office. i hate school i wish i could burn it down and i would too 147   on wednesday i told the guy that i have had a crush on for 3 years that i really like him. to my suprise, all he said was "alright." he also said "i really like you too" but i have no idea if he meant it or not. i wish he did. at least i dont have to carry such a huge burden on my chest =] 148   hey! well today just totally sucked basically...b/c my best friend has been flirting with the guy that i like for i dunno how long now an today she was doing it right in my face! i could have beat her into the ground but ill just wait til she actually says somethin to me! :> 149   well today was just really crappy....my x boyfriend likes this girl that i really hate now! an plus i have been her best friend since 1st grade an she always told me she didnt like him but i guess that whole thing was a lie! ...:@ :(
150   hey wat up is ur homgrl crystal ma day jus koo i talked 2 ma baby which made ma day hope u all doin fine pcz 151   On March 15 of last month I fliped my car!I'm ok and everything,But my car has No windshield and the roof is pushed inwards!The fun part is that I got to hang upside down by my seatbelt while I got to watch my windshield start to break and the roof of my car come inwards at me!
{God I miss my Car!!!!} 152   I miss my boyfriend Courtney he is my husband I've been with him since like forever and now I don't see him and it pisses me the fuck off I wish I could be with him but unfortunately I can't. 153   my boyfriend split up with me and i still love him but another boy has already asked me out ha ha and i have tonz of homework 154   today sucked! b/c of everything that happened basically....I GIVE UP! boys are so hard headed!!! 155   today hasnt been a good day. i got into an arguement with the principal. she tries to tell me when i can sign out, and i am 18 , butshe claims i need parential permission, me and my boyfriend woke up argueing this morning. i am sleepy, and i have this feeling the day jus began. lol. 156   hiya am lee an av just turned 18 an i av girlfriend thats just turned 14 yeh yeh i no am pritty shocked my self b4 i wud never ever thought going out wiv a girl that young i live in a small town an everyone gets on with everyone no matter wat age wat u look like u will fit in i met her thru my friends an an after i met her i said to my self she waz a lovly lass she waz kind an gentle she wudent hert enyone an she iz an she waz pritty as well i dident think enything of it apart from that an as i went out more i started to see her more an get good friends with her we used to do everything togetha an one night she asked me if i wnted to watch a dvd at hers an i said yes an we went to watch the dvd an half way thru the dvd she cuddled up to me an holded my hand and said i love you you no that your the best thing thats ever happend to me an i thought nothing of it i thought she waz just been kind so i give her a kiss on the head ? an she looked at me and aske me if i cud give her a reall kiss an i laft an she said no really so i did an afta i did i ad felt something i av never felt b4 from kissing a person an ever since that day we av been togetha az a couple an that was 7 moths ago but things are starting to go wrong we arnt fighting we aint falling out were good its ower parents they dnt no about us but we think they no an they would not be best plsed an its getting worse ? an yes i have ad sex with her witch waz verry wrong i dident force her into it or enything she asked me ? but now wen were aving sex i dnt worry i love her to much i dnt c a 14 year old girl wen i look at her we are nt gnna let enything stop us from cing eachotha even if they do find out but i need help i we cnt go on lieing to are parents an sneaking around it wud b so much betta if they new but if they new i no for a fact i wud get a beating of my dad an a beaten of her dad witch doesent scare me wat scares me iz he will take her away from me an i wnt b able to c her an she well i cudent tell u wat they wud do to her put it dis way she wud b so scared an terrfied that she wud not b able to speak an to scared to leave da house agen mark my wrd for that ? i no am in da wrong an b4 this i used hate ppl like that i used to take da piss i waz a well nown respected lad now am nothing i av no friends just my mum an dad an my girl an if my mum an dad new i wud just av her but thats all that matters an its called love an it hit me big style it doesent matta wat age the person iz it doesent matter wat there familys like it doesent matta about all the bad points wat matters iz that u love that person wiv all your hart an u will no wen u love some one as much as i do my girl wen u wake up shes in ur head all day she is at night then u dream about her an then wake up an it starts agen wen u are willing to risk your own life 4 the person u love wen u a willing to do enything to make that person happy its love that counts not if shes fit and sexy its the feelings you share deep dwn in ur hart so sum 1 plz help am herting shes herting alot were both worried help us out tell us wat to do plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 157   I got into a fight with parents dads an ass yeah well what kid doesnt get into a fight with their parents?
158   My day completely sucked. I got sunburned at the pool and I broke up with my boyfriend and he mad me feel really bad. Then my ex made me feel bad for the things I've messed up!! SO my day sucked! 159   i did absolutly nothingggggggggg .i dnt want a boyfriend right now becuz i jus got out of a relation ship and that boy dnt no how to brake up w his gurls really he dnt. and i never ace test im those oplp that choke at the last min on things lke that.im home alone w my grandmam and my cuzens . so im pretty bored. i have done nothing for 3 days. i have woken up at lke 2 in afternoon . so all of the morning im asleep. so yea thats why im in this site writen thiz right now. anyways email me if u want and if ur not a wierdo ill write bck 160   Alright alright! today is wednesday july 13th. This summer school is so boring! omg.. but i neeed to pass i have been having like 2 of my friends do my work..b/c this shit is hard. LoL i donno..yesterday me and my man broke up! we just thought we should just be friends. This summer school bull shit is getting on my nerves..lol...i have to tell my ex-boi soemthing today but i am not sure how to say it, i got to tell him even tho we r broke up, i have to tell him that i cheated on him with this one boi named brandon! hes prolly gonna try to lie and say shit! but i don't really care! i only cheated on him b/c i heard he was messin around behind my back with these nasty ass hoes! omg.. i donno i got to get back to work peace out!! 161   Hmm, well today i just arrived at my aunts house. I live up near Southern Oregon, and Now I am in the Bay area, sort of near San Fransisco. On Monday the guy I really like asked me out!! :) (to be his girlfriend) IT was really unexpected, because I totally thought I blew it. I know he has liked me for a really long time, but I was soo hung up on this other guy, who just completely treats (Treated) Me like dirt. So I am dumb like that. I still am hecka head over heals, but with My new boyfriend, I think it will help my getting over the other guy process. IT is about time. But yea, like i was saying, he has liked me for a long time, and one night a while ago, it sounded like he was going to ask me out, cuz he asked me what I thought about "us", I freaked, and chickend out, and said that I really liked somebody else. After that, i realized how stupid it was, and the i didnt hear from him in like 3 weeks. He totally disappeard. (turns out he was in juvi, he got caught with pot) So I called him everyday, because I didnt know where he was. So he finally called me back on Monday, and told me he is under house arrest. That totally sux. So i went to visit him at his house, since we couldnt see eachother any other way. My sister took me to see him. I was there for about 30 minutes or more. We talked, and listened to music. and I called him a little after i got home, and he asked me out. It was awesome. So i talked 2 that other guy today on the phone, and he is sooo mad. He's too much of a player for me, and i cant even begin to think of putting myself through all that heart ache again. But Him and My new bf are complete ENEMIES.. they got in to a HUGE fight in school not so long ago. they just hate eachother. tsk tsk, and they used to be best friends! how ironic. ( i actually dont know if i used that word correctly) My friend Desaree is coming over today! i havent seen her since last summer!!! gosh, i am excited. Okay well this is getting long, i can tell. Peace & Love, always! xoxo 162  

my day was cool! I went shopping and all! I live in illinois so it was nice today! went out to lunch just got back home! I'm eating some dinner as soon a daddy comes home! I feel happy and all very excited!! HELL YEAH!! 163   OKAY SO WEDNESDAY I WENT YOUTH GROUP. I WAS DRIVING WHEN I GOT SICK OF MY CD. SO I TRIED LOOKING FOR MY CD CASE AND COULDN'T FIND IT! SOMEBODY GANKED MY CD'S! I COULDN'T BELIEVE, SO I STOPPED ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD AND MADE EVERYONE LOOK FOR THEM. THEY WEREN'T FOUND! SO I'M PISSED RIGHT NOW. MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!! I HAD OVER 100 CD'S IN THERE... 20 BUCKS A CD MAKES FREAKIN HELLA MONEY!!! 164   yo ma day was wak star ...... had pure arguments with evry1 , so dat meanz i fel out wiv sum ov ma frendz , los ma man so ma dayz bin shit basically ! 165   :( i feel so bad right now ..it sounds stupid but i dont know what to do..last night i had a dream about a girl that i know..shes like a sister to me and more..then a guy comes ups and kisses her i was so jealus of him ..mabye its cause he looked much better than me or something i dont know...but i was deppressed since i had that dream :( it sucks i dont know what to do...josh 166   :( i feel so bad right now ..it sounds stupid but i dont know what to do..last night i had a dream about a girl that i know..shes like a sister to me and more..then a guy comes ups and kisses her i was so jealus of him ..mabye its cause he looked much better than me or something i dont know...but i was deppressed since i had that dream :( it sucks i dont know what to do...josh 167   It's a Saturday night and after sufing the web for the most random things i found this sight by typing bored into a search engine, i'm 18 from london, u'd think by turning 18 i'd have more to do, but when u have friends as crappy as mine that blow u out at the last minute u have less to do thn ever. oh well life is shit n i'll just have to deal with it ! ! Bored on a saturday night how crap is that ... Leah 168   like ohmigod! i think i must be the first irish teen ever 2 go on this website. Firstly, my so-called friend is a complete fuckin bitch. She stabbed me in the back, by makin friends with this horse-faced, toffee-nosed, full-of-crap virgin (no offence). then i just found out my dad has this evil scheme 2 put me ma in a mental home. oh, and my best friend just told my she has been cutting herself, is depressed, her dad beats up her ma and she is anorexic. holy fuckkkkkkkk. now i feel like a bad friend and i missed too many days off skool. god, i h8 skool. all the people in my overly-religious skool are fuckin brainiacs, excludin me. 169   today i got a new boyfriend and his name is danny. he is was hot and sweet. my friends are way jelouse, i think that is cool. is ex is iming me and says tha she is still in love with him,is that not weird. well gg ttyl 170   on november second, two thousand five my life changed forever. my boyfriend burt and i have been going out for two months and it is the best thing that has ever happened to me. we are in love and it is amazing. my life before consisted of waking up, going to school, coming home, doing homework, and going to sleep only to repeat again. i was depressed and a cutter and sick of the monotony of my life. now that i am with him my heart is full and happy. the only thing that sucks is that he lives in bpt and i live in stfd so we can't always convince our parents to drive 20 minutes for us to see each other. but we talk on the phone all the time, late into the night, him whispering in my ear, it's all i need to get through the days until i can finally be in his arms again. it's just amazing. <3 171   then the world fell apart. the end. 172   then the world fell apart. the end. 173   i broke up wif my bf..n i felt so happy about it 174  

well my day is not going to plan. work is great, friends being bitchs, and the guy i like needs to get his act in order and make his mind up weather he wants me or his x, he keeps saying that he wants me but he needs to show some actions with those words. well thats all i have to say. add my bit to the story. see ya. 175   hello today I was really not feeling but I went to school any-how and l8tely my life has sucked cuz my bf dont' hang wiht me or talk to me much anymore since his bro came back and now my life just got way more difficult b-kus I found out my X still likes me and I know a lotta guys like me but my X was some-what special and I don't know what to do 176   no i'm bored and need better looking clothes and dont no were to look for i look every where but nothing have what i like not even target. And i'm to the mall this Friday and my mama wants me to know where i'm going, which store department and i don't no what store department to go in. 177   Man, life is so messed up. I mean i have liked this guy for a while and he "supposidly" liked me too. But then i find out that he is also all flirting with one of my best friends. Is he only using both of us cause he doesnt want to be alone? I dont get him. And he freaking say's he loves me when he also tells my friend that he loves her too. What is up with that. I am not willing to lose my friend over a freaking guy who only wants a girl to have fun. What the HELL is his PROBLEM?????? AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Camie
sweetcamie_07@hotmail.com email me...... 178   hmmph today sucked.. my sister and I have nothing to do and my mom wont even take me to my friends house tomarrow which is totally lame.. its amazing cuz jst a few days ago i was having the time of my life! 179   well this my story of my day.
starts off with the normal wake up, get ready for skool and stuff.
when i got to skool i saw one of my mad ex's flirting with a girl infront of me trying to make me jealous with sum easy slapper.

He kepted staring at me and trying to get my attenation and i was not giving it to him , he put getting louder and louder shouting and staring at me which was kinda scary coz i want him to leave me alone and he won't.

I then see the guy who i really like who is one of my ex's mate and give him my dlazzing smile he smiles back and my ex saw it and started to give him evils and left the easy slapper alone and watched us.

when the hot guy when off , my ex came over and started to flirt and talk to one of my best mates infront of me , still staring at me and wanting me to join in.i just blacked him and looked at at the guy i like. where my ex saw it again and was giving him evils again and sat infront of me so i could not see him.

what a wanker !!!!! 180   well today i have fell head ova heels for the boy that i fancy but probably really doesnt care but today that all changed.

ok so i walk into skool and i see him for the first time today starin at me i flash him a smile to show him that im interested. He looked away and started laughin wiv his m8s and walked off.

Then in my first lessionof the day he came and sat next to me and really started flirtin. it was gr8 we talked for the whole lesson about random stuff and i was liking him even more. then he told me i could sit next to him in the next lession as well. i was chuffed. :D

The next lession i sat wiv him and we were chattin again he seemed really interested in my life and wot i was up 2. At the end of the lesson he came up 2 me and hugged me and then gave me a kiss i was like oh my god !!!!

the next couple of lessions floated by i was in a dream world all of my own. i had liked him for so long and now it was coming true.

by the end of the day the boy was all ova me and he was so sweet and he has even offered me out to dinner and we r gonna have a romantic night in today

I really <3 him and i am really happy especially after all the problems i have had recently xxxxxx

181   ma mate is on here too sophiaXX and she has been upset latly so be nice.

this guy i really like , my best mates say that he likes me ,, he used to be really nasty to me and take da piss out of me , but know hes become a real sweety and i have really fallin for him. now that he is being nice to me i like him more and more , we play fight and flirt all the time , and we help one and other at work and stuff and he is fab at drawing cool cars.

i really like him but i think my mad ex is sooooooooooooooooo puting him off and its really bag out , coz i know he likes me and i really like him but there is something just stopping us and its soooooooooo fucking shit for fuck sake why cant my ex just fuck off i dont want him but the more i show i dont want him the more he fucking wants me and i want him to LEAVE ME ALONE for gad sake its that to much to ask?????

can anyone help me out there coz there both driving me crazy in diffenet ways

sos

by a good girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 182   well today i have fell head ova heels for the boy that i fancy but probably really doesnt care but today that all changed.

ok so i walk into skool and i see him for the first time today starin at me i flash him a smile to show him that im interested. He looked away and started laughin wiv his m8s and walked off.

Then in my first lessionof the day he came and sat next to me and really started flirtin. it was gr8 we talked for the whole lesson about random stuff and i was liking him even more. then he told me i could sit next to him in the next lession as well. i was chuffed. :D

The next lession i sat wiv him and we were chattin again he seemed really interested in my life and wot i was up 2. At the end of the lesson he came up 2 me and hugged me and then gave me a kiss i was like oh my god !!!!

the next couple of lessions floated by i was in a dream world all of my own. i had liked him for so long and now it was coming true.

by the end of the day the boy was all ova me and he was so sweet and he has even offered me out to dinner and we r gonna have a romantic night in today

I really <3 him and i am really happy especially after all the problems i have had recently xxxxxx

183   ma mate is on here too sophiaXX and she has been upset latly so be nice.

this guy i really like , my best mates say that he likes me ,, he used to be really nasty to me and take da piss out of me , but know hes become a real sweety and i have really fallin for him. now that he is being nice to me i like him more and more , we play fight and flirt all the time , and we help one and other at work and stuff and he is fab at drawing cool cars.

i really like him but i think my mad ex is sooooooooooooooooo puting him off and its really bag out , coz i know he likes me and i really like him but there is something just stopping us and its soooooooooo fucking shit for fuck sake why cant my ex just fuck off i dont want him but the more i show i dont want him the more he fucking wants me and i want him to LEAVE ME ALONE for gad sake its that to much to ask?????

can anyone help me out there coz there both driving me crazy in diffenet ways

sos

by a good girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 184   to hell with my ex.i had to follow my heart i thought despite the loud crowd around me.


.i was with the usual gang as usual at our hangout gettin high as usual i didnt like it or it hate it,its just the way things are.

i laughed halfheartedly at jokes forcing a smile on my face around him and by him i mean

the enemy,my ex.


he attempted at making small talk with me and i just blow him off as usual by gettin the hell away from him which doesnt matter because he ALWAYS catches up with me no matter where i go,why cant he just leave me the fuck alone??????

........******............the story will be continued.....................




lol wut do u think is it good ,ok,crap,or shit?...i just continued this from the other story by the girl above me of course this isnt my life im just a bored as fuck 15 yr old girl from san diego.....god help me..........


185   o.m.g today is the suckiest day of my life i tried to get my mom to come get me from school and she wouldnt and im sick i just got braces and im well you dont want to know what else is wrong ! im in so much fregin pain i wish somebody would write me and give me something to look forwared to 186   hey its me again !! AND IM STILL SITIN HERE AT SCHOOL !! and im still hurtin so bad !! and having the worst day ever !! ~~~ but i just wanted to say if any bodys reading this i hope your days going way better than mine and i hope that your not at school with a bunch of metal in your mouth hurting like a mo foe
!!!! ~~ lv me ~~~~ 187   Well, all i ever wanted was for my crush to notice me, for him to call me, for him to invite me somewhere with him,to ask me out, to call me right after he drops me, to say he thinks he is fallin for me, to say them 3 letter words,to lay with me under the stars, to give me that sweet kiss goodnight, to be the girl he thinks about when he goes to be!!!

MY LIFE SUXS b/c i will never get any of this!!! 188   it's late at night and i am sitting here doing nothing at all just thinking about life and wanting a freakin boyfriend. .... . no one likes me and no one wants me !! Why is there something the freakin matter with me and i that horrible@@@@!!! gosh ..... well byeeeee 189   im so bored so bored so very bored i have NO friends well but dere all yunga than me (by a year) and all my friends in my year NEVER come out, i hav NO boyfriend, NO Crush nufin. i keep finkin abat my ex but i hate him so basicali i feel ver ver ver ver ver ver fuggled lyk a wastegash. bi de way hav a nice lyf! 190   i hate life at the moment me and my best mate cant see eachother because our parents argue and dont get on! we are well close like sisters but none cares what it is all doing to us today im at college with her but none knows coz shell get shit for it i just dont understand parents and why they take all their shit out on us! well next year we are moving away to start a new life somewhere where none knows anything about us! 191   Talk about being really really bored!!! Sitting at home all week, all weekend...and when i do go out, im with my family!! It sucks so damn muc!! My life for the past few months have been going totally DOWNHILL!!! Oh exept for the fact that ive got an incredibly hott, loving, gorgeous boyfriend..my life sucks!! Last month i was in hospital 4 depression, bulilia and for being so goddamned suicidal!! I wish they wouldve just left me to kill myself!! But now im always thinking about my boyfriend everytimt i just try to do something stupid..i wanna run away with him to Italy..which is nearly impossible!

I wanna be with him all the time, which is so damn unfair because i cant..he is the only one that makes me feel alive and happy!! I met the parents and family yesterday, and they all like me..i got a box of chocolates from his mum 4 christmas(",) but now im stuck at home babysitting! im broke to top it off! but it doesnt matter seeing as though everyones buying food and i have an eating disorder! I love my boyfriend so much, but sometimes i just wish that he wasnt there so that thered be nothing preventing me from committing suicide. I sit here in my room, and i dont have friends anywhere nearby, nothing to do, no airtime on my cellphone, and all my music has gone sooo so boring!!! My goodness.. i wish that i could do whatever i wanted..spend the week with my boyfriend..do whateverr..however, having parents, two younger sisters, being broke, being sixteen, and having nowhere to go doesnt help much!!!!! 192   I am kind of depressed cause i leave Tuesday. I am in the military (Army). I have been in for six months now. In the past six months i have been home for 24 days. I go to Iraq in January. I hope i will be ok. Not ready to die at 18. Anyone want to talk my email is armygirl2675@yahoo. 193   Im a 14 yr old gal frm london, i really lyk dis boi an i thought e lyk me 2 cos e tried 2 kiss me but da other day e found out i lyk im an e sed e dnt lyk me :-( 194   Im bored 195   theres this really hot guy that i really like, and me and my freinds are interested in witchcraft. so we made a love spell and a rain spell for the drought. so that night there was a huge rainstorm and 2day i got 8 emails from that hot guy i like that doesnt even know i have a crush on him. witchcraft really does work 196   so there is this guy at my school who i really like...only problem is tht he has a girlfriend of six months

but it is rally confusing because he used to flirt with me and i would flirt back before i knew he had a girlfriend...but then we just kind of drifted apart...i just want us to be good friends again...im done venting thanks 197   on monday we had such a boring school trip and i got so bord... OMG cause non of my friends are in my clas so it's kind of hard for me. plus I kind of think I'm seeck now... 198  

im confused i dont knowo what to do i dont know who i am help me i am confused

i need some1 to tell me who i am that everything will be ok that everything will work out just fine and that everyone will be happy is this ever going to happen please help me find my self. 199   KELLY A FOR BRAD H 4 ever and ever lol

keli loves brad

brad loves keli

to hell wid both of u
200   My day sucked - my friend had a bday parTee nd invited every1 but me, another friend totally billied me yesterday lunchtime nd someone else called me fat 201   LET'S SEE I WENT TO SENIOR PLAY AND GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND 202   um i met my boyfriends best friend a couple of weeks ago and shes always calling him and checking up on him i was wondering if thats called cheating or flirting even thow hes not she is and she ives with her b/f and i dont know what to do i need advice 203   Ugh today has been soooo long. I forgot to study for a quiz that i am gonna fail and i feel like cardboard from dancing. My muscles are soooo sore! 204   lets see last friday i dilocated and then i got sick to my stomach. 205   nothing 206  


omg....seriously what is up with everyone wh0 ritehere?????all you guys talk abouy is how my life sucks and blah blah you guys are so negative!!!!! gee....well me on the other hand i love my life...sure i have problems like everyone else, but i stick it out and get through my problems..i don;t just sit there and cut myself or do drugs and curse and be mad at the whole world...when i have a problem i get through it whether it's by myself or with my family....i love my family, friends, teachers, etc...i don't have a boyfriend, and the guy i like doesn't like me...but who cares...it's his fault he doesn't know what's he's missing....i try to live life to the fullest and mybe all you guys should too!!!!!!! 207   the internet is my only addition and there is NO cure!

blah and boredom!\\\hehehfjdjslfkjdsklgjklfjgkldhfkfdj;lad'flsjlfk 208   my day has been pretty good. i got yelled at but im fine.i've been mad since sunday, but that's life for ya. 209   here is an intro about me. first of all im mormon so don't dis on me. im 15 and i live in utah. I love life and im fat. so stop hating life peoplez. besides if you have a bad day sneak out of ur house and toilet paper other people's houses. any comments you have that are nice email me: raye@j-fan.com 210  

i love chase bourgeous!!! (waz that out loud????) 211   wow... such boredom... 212   wow... such boredom... 213   wow... such boredom... 214   wow... such boredom... 215   wow... such boredom... 216   i'm at school right now skipping, well i'm not actualy skipping, anyway i'm so bored right now 217   i'm fucking bored, suck my dick
218   Well today was reallyy boring. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. I don't think Josh is gonna get together with Louise anymore because i think she is seeing Matt again. So im kinda happy about that but i know he still likes her. Its stupid liking him I mean he's never gonna get back with me but I can't help it he's amazing. 219   hahaha .. omg i have a huge crush on this guy who works at this place i go to.. his name is Tim.. my god its not a crush.. im inlove with him!!! ... i just cant stop thinking of him!! he is on my mind all the time!!! oh my i sound soo obessive but this is the first time i've ever wrote my feelings about him .. anywhere 220   I LOVE TIMMY!!! <33 221   I should be at school.. =/. Im soo bored. Valentines Day soon. Anyone else hate it? I don't see the point. I mean its all a big scam for Hallmark to make money and make us feel depressed. Why do we wait until Valentines Day to show people how much we love them? Its getting worse than Christmas! Anyways. 222   i love this boy christian i hope he asked ne to be his valentine 223   I am so bored cuz my two best friends I hang out can't go with me to the mall or anywhere for that manner! One of them is grounded the other is showing her relives around which i really don't see the point of her doing that knowing that she hates Texas as much as me (it's really boring over here NOTHING is close by for a teen to walk to you need a car to go just about anywhere)!! I seriously am wishing right now that I had this guy's phone # so I could call and just see what's up plus he's really HOT!!Ugh I could call one of my guy friends but he's really pissed at me for some rezone plus he has been acting like an A** hole these past few weeks so he could just fall in a ditch and DIE!! Nah i would never wish his death but I would wish his GF would break up with him he is EMO and she's a prep so i'm counting the days she'll relize that she's been going out with an Emo/Skater! 224   I just had sex with ten cats! Wow! 225  

MY NIPPLES ARE BLEEDING MY NIPPLES ARE BLEEDING MY NIPPLES ARE BLEEDING MY NIPPLES ARE BLEEDING MY NIPPLES ARE BLEEDING MY NIPPLES ARE BLEEDING MY NIPPLES ARE BLEEDING 226   FUCK THIS. 227   Well, when I woke up, I found five $100 dollar notes beside my pillow. So that was nice. And then I went downstairs for breakfast and my maid cooked me a big roast elephant. So that was nice. And then I went to have lunch with Bill Gates. So that was nice.

Overall, it was a fairly normal day. 228   Ok well this sux but I am trying to get back into shape and I worked out all wkend and my arms and legs are killing me, i am getting back into shape for my girlfriend cuz I think she deserves a guy who isnt just a computer/music/video game nerd lol shes prolly one of the most beautiful girls I know lol, and her little brothers pretty awesome even tho hes only in 1st grade. But yea, I respect that shes straightedge and doesnt want to have sex for a while, but that doesnt mean we dont do anything else *cha* yea I dunno why I'm pouring my heart out to a bunch of pple on the internet but yea lol I am 229   I just got my neck almost choked by a kid for talking to his sister, My name is Jake Vargo and anyone who knows me, knows that doesn't happen to me, Nothing has been done to the kid, and besides, if he tries to start shit I'll call him out, I'm tired of this, and I hope he tries shit again, I'll choke him out and break his arm, just like I did to Joel 230  

Today is April 6, 2008 and I was out walking with my Best friend Smoo and her parents. Well my mom throws a fit because Im not back in time for her to pick me up at a store so she goes home and starts yelling at me on my cell. I gett home and my dad yells at me and says i do nothing but make up excuses so i cant go hang out iwht my boyfriend. I am highly pissed now. So i go and take another walk :P lol and then i come back and im not physically talking to my parents i justl ike nodd my head and shit. So yeah my day was awesome today ...w/e...lol Pz out yall 231   Well, I found this site by well...being bored HA! So anyway I'm read most of all these stories and it made me think that "wow..some people have some bad situations but not bad lives, Others have ok lives, some have unfortuante lives, and then theres kids who got in some SHIT. What can I say about my life then? Well, lets just say that me and Life have a love/hate relationship Seeya! -Drea 232   april 12,2008...
i don't really know my feelings right now but before u conclude anything else its about my Clinical Instructor(c.i) i kinda have a feeling for him but he keeps on ignoring even if i noticed that he looks at me everytime and when he looks at me its like he's giving me a hint or something..ok so i'm once one of his student and before you comment on the issue he's 24 and i'm 17..he a college prof who just passed the nursing licensure exam while i'm a 2nd yr bsn student...to be honest there is really nothing going between us..except to my woman's instinct that he somehow feel something for me, well i could tell because of the looks and aside from that i couln't prove to you anymore...maybe i was just too imaginative or was just desperately wishing for it but anyway today i feel so down and depressed when i saw him beacause i saw the reality (he has a girlfriend,which is i don't know before..) and it makes my heart to break in pieces, and worst i couldn't tell it anyone. it makes me want to burst but then i know it wouldn't change anything at all so i might as well as type it in this section and try to forget it... 233  

april 12,2008...
i don't really know my feelings right now but before u conclude anything else its about my Clinical Instructor(c.i) i kinda have a feeling for him but he keeps on ignoring even if i noticed that he looks at me everytime and when he looks at me its like he's giving me a hint or something..ok so i'm once one of his student and before you comment on the issue he's 24 and i'm 17..he a college prof who just passed the nursing licensure exam while i'm a 2nd yr bsn student...to be honest there is really nothing going between us..except to my woman's instinct that he somehow feel something for me, well i could tell because of the looks and aside from that i couln't prove to you anymore...maybe i was just too imaginative or was just desperately wishing for it but anyway today i feel so down and depressed when i saw him beacause i saw the reality (he has a girlfriend,which is i don't know before..) and it makes my heart to break in pieces, and worst i couldn't tell it anyone. it makes me want to burst but then i know it wouldn't change anything at all so i might as well as type it in this section and try to forget it... 234   well 2day is april 18th and i woek up about 10 and got ready for half 10. then my friends laura nd amy came round and we got the bus up to the town. we went shopping for a bit then we 2 hold some snakes :p then we met our other freind becca and we shopped some more. ive jst got back now and alice has jst txt asking em to go over to her house 2nyt cuz i havent seen her in 2 weeks (she was on holiday),, so im going over there in about 2 hours. 235   well 2day is april 18th and i woek up about 10 and got ready for half 10. then my friends laura nd amy came round and we got the bus up to the town. we went shopping for a bit then we 2 hold some snakes :p then we met our other freind becca and we shopped some more. ive jst got back now and alice has jst txt asking em to go over to her house 2nyt cuz i havent seen her in 2 weeks (she was on holiday),, so im going over there in about 2 hours. 236   i was talking to this person on msn.
and i began to like him
but then i found out he is really ugly and short and disgusting and i know its shallow but i am grossed out.
and know to make it worse HE WONT LEAVE ME ALONE AND HES AN ULTIMATE FREAK OF NATURE!!!!!!
ARRGHGHGHG 237   Pretty much the usual. I wreslted a croc. I met the pope. I starred in GOSSIP GIRl and HANNAH MONTANNA. i sang with 50 cent. hang out with block party. and yeah thats pretty much it 238   i got beat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@####################################################################$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^*************(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((())))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%$#$$$$$$$$$$$* 239   LIFE SUCKS 240   GFCDHJ 241   OMFG! My day at really suck. I was sick the whole week. When i got back to school, i found out that i have two tests tomorrow and i still have to get ready for finnals in 2 weeks.

That is not all.I had gym today and i thought it ws going to be fun. Befor class i gave this asshole Christin a smile and he gave me he the evil eye. We played games of handball and my team got its ass kicked because my dumb ass team did nott even try.

After that some dickhead stole my lunch money. i was verry hurry. i found a doller and used it to buy a drink. i wanted orange juice by the dumb lady gave flavred water. she would not me get some thing else. After school i looked thought my backpack but i had no money to ride the bus so i had to walk home.

242   I found out that this guy that i USED to like has a crush on me and i dont know if i like him like that or not which kinda sucks becuase if i do then we're in good shape but u see, I've fallen for him already four times before and not ONCE did he catch me, but the difference between us is that he might now have ever caught me, but I'll always catch him becuase I know what it's like to fall for sum1 and hit the ground hard. I'm standing under the cliff he;s hanging on to. If he'd just look down he'd see me! I'm standing here with my hands outstretched waiting for him, but he just doesnt know that. He's falling for me...and I'm going to catch him...he's just afraid I'm not going to...poor sean...I'm right here sweetie...look down and see me! 243   wow what a crazy day. i dont even know where to start. between the ex bf who isnt rly sure if he wnts to be the ex, to getting sick the day before my birthday. its a crappy day. i mean sure it had perks here and there. but pretty much being a teen seriously sux. i mean everything is always so up in the air and emotions are so spread out. i mean u feel and think something one day, and then the next day everything is completely different. i just think this whole teen thing is bull and i dont get why everyone is so anxious to become a teen. its not all its brought up to b. 244   i love my cell phone, but then at the same time i hate it! i get tons of calls everyday and can;t remember wat everyone is doing all the time, but they expect me to. cuz one of my bff's was talking to me an she was like, "yea, i had alot of fun today" and i asked her wat she was doin she sed that she told me last week and i shud listen more, i try to listen but i get everyone;s story's mixed up! GGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRR! 245   omg! this guy i've had a crush on foreva likes me!!!!!!!! last night he called me at like 1 in the morning "just to talk"! and if that's not greta enough, after we talked for awhile we started txting and as a joke i always tell him kisses, kisses, ily! and after he went to sleep his roomie called and told me that he wudn't stop talking about the whole kisses thing and how he was excited because he says i mite like him and if he was braver he wud say kisses back. yay :) 246   I DID NOTHING! but i am waiting for my boyfriend to call... and hes NOT! =[ 247   Just about all this week my cousin's girlfriend has come over.(cousin is living with me!)she is awesome, its like ive known her for years. ive had the buissest week i had to do everything with my mom bcause im not in school yet. thats ok only because i dont have many days left of summer.yesterday i had to help paint a couple of rooms at my church!Laurel(cousins girlfriend)and i had painted each other, and each others faces every time i looked at her i couldent help but laugh!!

















































248   Today I beoke down and thought about suicide and cutting. the day was terrible. 249   26/11/2008

bored......bored...and bored again bf is asleep so nothing to do have to study for exams next week dont feel like doing that so w.e 250   So, today i saw my ex-boyfriend 3 times at school. I mean, he broke up with me ten days ago or something, so it's still pretty weird. We agreed to be friends and all, but damn it's still pretty upsetting. Like when i saw him in the hallway today, my innitial reaction is to walk up to him and put my arm around him. But of course, I can't really do that anymore. So inside i tense up, try to distract myself, and just keep walking. I know it had to end, and i was going to do it...eventually...he just beat me to the punch. But it still really hurts. After dating for a fucking YEAR he had the balls to dump me over the phone. At one point i asked if he ever loved me, and he said "I don't know". After spending months telling me how much i meant to him, and that he loved me. Really. what a douche. I put up with so much of his shit, and i just couldn't stand it anymore. So i sent him a bitchy text message, i'll admit it. It was pretty terrible. But the way he responded to it was even worse. Like, i don't think i've cried that much and that hard since i found out that my parents were getting divorced. When he actually broke up with me, i didn't even have it in me to cry anymore. i had accepted our breakup when he responded badly to my text message. So yea, i really don't know why i'm writing this right now. I mean, i shoud be fine with the whole thing. He was a crappy boyfriend to begin with, and our problems really couldn't be solved. It was just a waste of time. Yet, i miss him. I miss the way he'd smile at me when i said something cute, and the longing i'd see in his eyes right before he'd kiss me. I felt important and loved, you know? a year. and entire fucking year. and he changed. He changed so much. He did pot, didn't tell me. He started smoking cigarettes, didn't tell me. Confessed things to his friends, but wouldn't tell the girl he supposeably loved. He was slowly dying inside, and i could see him crumbling. Because i knew him like nobody else, because i cared about him like nobody else. Yet he shut me out completely. When we did break up, he said he felt like he didn't know who he was anymore; like he was wearing a mask around everyone. I told some of my close friends this, and they all said it was bullshit. Well, it may seem that way...but i know it's true. He's changed so much, he's NOT the adorable boy i fell in love with a year ago. He's a lost, confused emo boy; one who walks around wearing head to toe black, and carrying lighters in his pocket "in case a friend needs it". Yea. likely story. Because of course they couldn't carry their own damn lighters, and a non-smoker should always have one handy. Ugh. i cannot even begin to explain the grief he's caused me this past year. He can't commit to anything. He wouldn't make any effort at all to see me. He CONSTANTLY said stupid things, and would fuck things up pretty badly. Yet, I always knew he was sincere. I could never get mad at him, because i knew he never meant to do anything wrong. This is why i'm not fuming as i very well should be; he broke up with me because apparently i "deserve better". Whereas this is completely true, my friends think it's BS. As are most of his pathe...well i was about to say pathetic excuses, but to be honest he really doesn't have any. When someone confronts him about something he did wrong, he would say "i don't know" and just stare..waiting for the person yelling at him to say something else. It was fricken terrible. So all this shit..this is just SKIMMING the surface of the massive pile of crap that had built up btw...i've had to deal with, and i long to have him in my arms again. What the FUCK is wrong with me. I know it's for the better, and i act totally fine around him and everyone else. My ex even let me sit in his car the other day, and i see him at work (a job i fucking took in an effort to see him more often. Also, a job he later refused to quit because he liked having it more than having me. but hell, that's another story...). Ugh. i don't want him back. i really don't. i want the OLD him back. The innocent one that would fumble with my bra strap, and need to peek over my shoulder to finally open it. The one who would call me at 1 in the morning even though he wasn't supposed to. The one who would skip part of class to come visit me in the cafeteria, the one who would walk me to all of my classrooms. Through his actions i could see that he cared, even if he couldn't express it in words. But no, that part of him vanished. Before we'd been dating for a month, Dan told me that he "felt like [he] could tell [me] anything". He actually said that to me. ha. i find it so ironic, that it actually makes me laugh. But maybe that's just because i'm a pathetic individual who uses sarcasm to cover up her pain. Psh, i don't even know if i have pain. I sure as hell shouldn't, seeing as how crappy he treated me. In all honesty, i haven't cried since the day after he broke up with me. Even the night he broke up with me, i didn't shed too many tears. I guess over the past month, my misery at staying with him wore down the wall of affection. So in truth, i suppose i don't miss him. No. I miss having someone who loved me, and made me feel special. Which i suppose is why i was dating dan all along, and this makes me sound really awful. Honestly, my other friends would make much better boyfriends. But this guy...he was so appealing. No, i wasn't just dating him for his looks. But i guess at the end, that's all i had left of the innitial attraction. (well...a bit less, considering he shaved his head...but that's yet another story...). Wow. i wonder why i'm posting this here, and whether or not i'll actually go through witht the posting part of it. I suppose it was just for the therapudic sense of releasing my thoughts into words...but after all this typing i suppose i should do something with it. Eh, doesn't matter. No one's gonna read it anyway, and no one really cares what i have to say. This whole issue really is quite trivial. I mean, the guy's leaving for college in less than a year anyways. His mom scares the crap out of me, and i would never even think of marrying him. (he finds me ANNOYING after all...but i don't think i'll go into that one either...)wow. why did i even bother writing this out. i know how i felt. i'm a strong, beautiful girl, and he was too lucky to have me. I'll meet someone one day, but i'm not going to date anyone just to "have a boyfriend" like some people i know *coughcoughalexcough*. For now, i have the best friends a girl could ask for. I'm hanging out with my bestest guy friend tomorrow (we're going to a movie), i'm going shopping with a boy who has a crush on me in a few days, i've got a date to the dance my ex cancelled on me for...and i've been asked out by two different guys already. What's not to love about my life right now? (Okay, aside from the 40 page history paper i have to write over the next week and a half, plus that beastly test...and midterms...*stops thinking and falls down dead*) lol, i'm such a drama queen. *sigh* i feel better now. i know what you're thinking, "why can't every girl work out their problems so peacefully?". i'm just that special :)
any guy is an idiot to give me up :P 251   well,my day was pretty boring
and i did get in2 trouble with my mom and sometimes what people say 2 me kinda hurt my feelings but i dont tell n-e 1 i just keep it 2 my self. 252   Hello one and all,
the names, charolette, but my friends call me flower. I love horsebackriding, gazing into the sky, and squash. OH ! and riggette ! I play on the Ethelton, Idaho, national rigette team.

I dont want to come across as being braggy, but, i have also written two novels in my life time. The first one i wrote when I was only 6 years old. It was entitled Kittens Day Off, and I also illustrated all the pictures myself. We sent it into some publishers but havent gotten a reply yet. My mom says that my second book, Puppies in a Field of Love, is definately going to be a bestseller.

In my spare time i love to listen to Botechelli, Monet, Bethoven, and the Phsychadellic Furs. I try and culturize myself as much as i can. I beleive that exposure to classic works of arts is cleansing for the soul.

Thats all for now. I just got into this really good book about Willaim Osler, called, A life in Medicine. I just got to a really fascinating part in his life and need to find out what happens next ! Ta Ta For Now ! 253   i cut myself on the wrist. it's bleeding profusely, even now. Why? Not sure, just feel like it. Felt great :] . 254   I confess i don't like to see women breasts i get so scared when i see them especially seeing the big one coming i will try to avoid...i feel so intimidated with women especially those big beside me i get so anxious nervous and frightened and feel like crying. I feel comfortable with those girls with flat chested one. I feel i am so weird... 255   The past week has been kinda rough, that is except for yesterday because when i was at this hoops for heart thing my friend Tayhami and i was singing and dancing to the music while watching dadgeball, my gym teacher had his cd playing. the reason why my week has been rough was because i was dumped Sunday by HIM! for another girl who he has known since he was little! 256   Meow.im a kitty kat
-misskitty
257  

Today is friday night and wat do me and my friend have to do...go look for my two friends who ran away i fell bad but they were going to get caught so we hella snitched them out but it was for their own good!!:) 258